A song to remember

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

temper

aq perasan yg skang aq da macam kembali kepada perangai dulu..aq susah nak control temper aq..dekat anak pun kadang2 aq tak le nak control..hah, aq tak suka..amat tak suka..lepas aq kuar skola, aq da berjaya control temper aq..kira macam nak tgk aq naik angin tu, tak de la mudah sangat..this habit reminds me of someone..there was somebody that used to face my anger..as i kept objecting every single thing yg dia berminat nak buat..

during this time, being at this kind of stage of life, easily snap wont makes me any good.. i know that very well..running a bussiness, emosion shouldnt go first..rasional is what i need the most..because of this temper, i lost somebody that i care..because of this temper, i was put into misery several times..but yet, i just cant leave it..

ummi is leaving for umrah very soon..anak is not in a very good shape.. he is having a very bad depession..extra sensitive..sometimes, i admit, even people said that i am a very patient auntie, i couldnt control my temper..aq akan mengamuk juga..ta pi tu lah, after a while, aq akan rasa sangat,amat menyangat bersalah..so anak achik, abang n anak 'mummy', adik..behave k..achik loves you both

bip..bip..tempoh bertenang

haaaa....da selesai kenduri mak de..da selesai gak kenduri my beloved aunt..skarang, kena kerja keras untk habiskan kerja2 tertunggak aq..huhu..memang macam nak gila..aq da save dlm pendrive draft lejer aq..but...i found that i lost my pendrive on the next day..warghh..it was sooo frustrating to realize that you have to start from the beginning..

yuyu is coming home..huhu..aq tak le classify..ni bad news ke good news..bagus sebab aq ada membe if aq kena ke mana2..bad news, sbb aq baru je nak masuk tempoh bertenang aq..da dia balik nak buat kacau,,

hari ni mak de cakap nak lansungkan nikah bulan 12 ni..huuu, gi mana ni..macam sedih lak nak lepas sorang kuar dari famili ni..lebih sedih, of course babah..if dia tak dapat nikahkan anak perempuannya itu..last wedding dia sebdiri nikahkan..memang ini kitaran hidup..

mase enggagement mak de, my sis nye 'kawan' datang..hahaha..aq siap da cakap da..hantaran langkah bendul rupa apa aq nak..hahaha..terkulat2 je dia dengar..well, aq memang jujur dan ikhlas bab ni..aq ni memang materialistik hahaha..

aq pelik la..aq dengar kat radio, org yg byk tido, badan dia naik..org kurang tido, bole kurus..tapi knape aq tak kurus2???KENAPA???!!!!asal aku naik timbang je, angka tu bertukar bukan main cepat..warghh aq mahu kan bentuk badan yg dulu..aq kena kurangkan 8kg untuk tu..tapi takat ni, nak kurangkan 100gram pun, macam jauuuhhh la sangat nak capai..

lately, ramai org yg salah sangka aq cina..aq memang pelik..habis2an..aq ni memang muke punye habis melayu..salesman tu bole bantai cakap cina..nak jawab, apa dia cakap pun aq tak tau..kesian lak dia cakap sensorang..semalam aq gado ngan mamak kedai runcit..aq memang geram tahap cipan..depan kedai ko tu, parking la..tanah kerajaan..bile pulak ko bayar permanent parking nak letak barang jualan kat situ..aq bayar parking tau tak..da la aq da 2 kali u-turn cari parking..bila dapat kena halau..da la tak tau nak cakap elok2..skit tak de budi bahasa..heeei geram betul..yang paling sakit hati, dia bole panggil aq amoi..eii tak tau beza ke..warna kulit aq je da tau aq ni melayu..

sunyi lak rasa..hmm ni yg aq tak gemar ni..it makes me sick..sick of missing those old good times that i love the most..