exhausted

kursus da berakhir..bila imbas balik..cis, sungguh tak guna..aq tertipu..kursus tu bukan wajib pun..huhu..ada la 8 kerat yg datang..arghh sakitnya hati!!!!!anyway, bagus gak gi..aq lebih motivated nak usahakan stesyen..ada hint sikit macam mana nak rolling duit..iaitu, jgn bekukan aset..
aq rasa kelakar sungguh..aq tak habis blaja n aq penah menafikan sekerasnya penglibatan aq dlm bidang ni, tapi ap dah jadi? 70% operasi stesyen skang aq da buat sendiri..tapi memang sakit..terkejar2..aq respect babah nye tekun..22 tahun dalam bidang ni..gila tau..petronas start ada stesyen dalam awal tahun 80an..babah kira antara the oldest dealer yg petronas ada..ye la..dia dapat perlantikan pun, wakil petronas datang cari kat rumah..huhu..
aq memang bz skang..rasa macam da tak cukup masa yg ada..dlm aku menaip ni, depan aq ada berlambak fail yg aq kena check n organize semula..mi god..mase g kursus, smua org da tanya bila nak buat dt..malangnya aku br 22..lagi 2 tahun br layak..tak pe..usaha dulu..dalam aku tengah tunggang terbalik ni..income tax lak dtg..hari2 kuar pasal tak nak beban rakyat, tapi hakikatnya, kerajaan macam nak peniaga kecil ni gulung tikar..penalti berganda2..dealer2 yg dtg kursus smua pertikai hal ni..hukumnya di sisi islam..ntahla..aq bukan org yg layak cakap pasal ni..tapi dealer2 tu memang sengal..smua da umo 30 ke atas..ade ke patut disekolahkannye aq yg terang2 single dan tak laku ni pasal mariage..knapa suami cri lain la..ohhhh ttiiidakkkkkkkkk!!!
anyway dia org smua tu best gak..even memang da tahap uncle kat aq..lebih2 lagi aq ni memang pandai bergaul2 dgn org berusia ni seperti 'dia'..hehe
kereta aq dapat isnin ni..hehehe..best, best..aq memang nak guna kereta tu selama yg boleh..aq takut nak buat hutang lagi..takut tak terbayar..ye la, aq ada komitmen lain lagi..so, if aq nak beli keta lagi, aku nak beli cash..tak de la pening in future..kereta ni pun babah nak bayar separuh..hutang 5 tahun, tapi babah suh habiskan dalam 2 thun stengah..thanx babah
esok nak kacau dodol..tradisi is sumting yg best tau if kita hayati..macam mak di nak nikah next wik, dis wik buat dodol, kumpul sanak saudara..rapatkan hubungan..aq suka..aq suka family relation yg kuat..sbb happening bila raya..adoi, raya..bila urus stesen, macam susah je nak buat huhu..tapi tak pe, aq kena gak bahagikan tanggungjawab sosial, diri, keluarga n friends..talking bout friends..mis them so much..i dont even have time to get enough rest, apatah lagi kawan2..but girls, bukan maksud that i dont care n love k
better get some sleep b4 babah bangun..hope tonight dia tak susah tido n asik jaga..kesian dia..seksa tunggu siang..aq muda lagi..bangun malam, tak cukup rehat aq kuat lagi..tapi bah, plz..tido..usaha untk tido..why must our liver gives us lots of difficulties?huhu

kursus ma kursus

walaweh..aq dapat fax dari pdb..kena attend kursus inventori mesra..hmm, bagus kursus ni..slama ni aq hanya godak je sistem back office stesyen..sbb, aku tak tau nak tanya siapa..so, ikut sedap aku la aku tekan..babah cakap, kena faham betul2..wohoho, habisla aku..aq tak bole terlelap meskipun sesaat..huhu..skarang tempat training pdb da tukar..dulu buat kat ceruk subang tu..skang kat shah alam..aku envy sgt dealer yg dapat stesyen tu..heaven do..tak yah susah kemas stesyen ke, bersihkan ke..asal ade training, smua di tanggung beres..mana la pak cik2 dealer tak ngamuk..depa di suruhnya buat kerja2 staf..hahaha..no wonder babah takkan pergi smua kursus2 tu

apa yg sedihnya, harinye sama dgn hari spm kuar..aq da berangan da nak naik skola..tak de rezeki lagi..huhu..sian arip..ottuke? kerja is much more important aite? being nur, attending on behalf ID Nur, wow..what a very symbolic occasion..aq kena serius..aq tak nak terkena lagi dgn income tax..tuhan, bantula kami..peniaga2 kecil ini..huhu

ape yg best dgn training pdb ialah??MAKAN..aq bukak schedule dia..byk gila stop makan..adoi, i'm on diet..its hard to maintain my weight rite now..bertahanla hidayati..hehe..

mestila lagi best kalau keta aq kuar b4 kursus..i wanted blue color..babah disagreed..dia nak granite grey..hehe..cant believe that aq amik manual transmission..so yuyu, if ko rase nak try, baik improve skill ko..hehe..my new car, a gift from my eternal love..babah..thanks babah..adik takkan kedekut nak bagi sesape in family pakai..hehe..ucu n mak de must learn how to make a manual car move smoothly b4 adik bagi bawak keta adik eh..yes hepi..even blm..but i like it..because i love robotic designs..

today n tomorrow

today is quite busy..went to seremban to fetch younger sis..dropped by at jusco seremban to buy some supplement product for babah..warghh, sounds like despatch job aite? but i'm kinda of enjoying it..hehe
tomorrow, i have appoiment with lhdn officer..habisla aq..sumpah aq tak tau hujung pangkal cerita macam mana nak calculate tax babah..it's a very complicated work, that i can say for sure..to that officer, tomorrow is gonna be one of the worst day u'll ever have..aq yg mingai math ni..nak lak gi tgk macam mana dia kira cukai..i shall take some actifast with me..

hye..n this lhdn..should't them give more atention on those tax agent? should't a tax agent must n compulsary to know and completely understand this tax maters? n how come my father is being audited for once again? n to make it worst, it was about the taxes in 6 years back..i am 22, n i really don't know either i am prepared or not to face n solve this problem..yargh..if i see that azwan, aku sula dia..bodoh..kot tak tau nak buat,jgn la establish company..duit amik kerja tak siap..mingai..ni la dia lelaki..huhu

babah said, he wants to buy me a new car..not specially buy for me, as everyone in family can use it, but the thought is what i appreciate..really love u babah..huhu..you're sick n yet u still have ways to make me happy..also today i got news..i'll be sent of for some seminar..about Mesra i think..waau, aq tak tau nak buat apa..juz praying very hard that the seminar won't fall on mak di's wedding..

apa-apa pun..esok jumaat..maksudnya, mak de, ucu, n achik tua are going home..yeah..hmm kena tambah dalam diary gak yg aq kena col Seet untk beli coklat hantaran mak de..next week is gonna be her big day..lalalala

waiting for tomorrow

today is quite busy..i went to seremban this evening to fetch my sis..dropped by at jusco to buy a medicine for babah..n tomorrow, is gonna be a long day..i need to meet some officer in LHDN..about my father's tax..i really can't understand, tax agents shall know everything about this tax matter before they are qualified to set up a firm right? then how come that my father is being audited once again?



i think, malaysian shall do something about this..sometimes, when mind is taken down by emosion, i felt like the government is cheating..for sure they knew that bussinessman will find a tax agent for their taxation matter but yet thay are stil failed to monitor those firm..they should, from the very beginning, prepare a column for the agent to put their signature too..then anything happen in the future, they wont just simply slip away like that stupid tax agent of mine..huhu..tunggu aq jumpa ko..memang la..geram sesangat

yet, they took payment from us.. it was not that we asked them to do job for free..stupid agent..just see how far can you go with your firm..

arghh, talking about this wont make me any good.. i need to have some rest

nothing much

i don't know, but it seems that today is going to be one of the worst day for us..hehe..those two young men are totally taken down by some sickness..i can't figure it out..but it seems that abg is really not doing good..he just threw up and it amazed me..

for sure i am not happy for them..but one of the good thing about this day, finally i can do my houseworks without being interupt..well, this is for sure because of sick people will lay down on bed rather than moving here and there..

so, here i am, sitting in the office all by myself, waiting for the clock to ticks the time away..one hour to go before 11..be patient..

being all alone like this makes you think a lot of things..i'm thinking of cuda, gina, ateq n yuyu..warghh, why is yuyu's name included in here??haha..yu, mungkin aku akan naik mozac mase spm diumumkan..jgn jeles..tapi aku pening, apa la yang aku nak bawak untk 2 abg kite tu..

okeyla, i think i shall finish up my pantun..i'm gonna be my aunt's made of honour..huhu..the outfit that i'm gonna wear is on it way..can't wait..huhu..aunt, sorry if i take all the attentions from you..haha..that baju is some kind of sexy one..haha..kill me if it does..i wont dare to put on something like that on your happy day..promise!!

klaka pulak..mak di..she's getting married to may former headmaster..warghh, how small this world can be..n how comes that i'm gonna call that person uncle rather than 'cikgu'??i hope that i can behave on that day..i hope la..i cant promise..the last time that i tried to hold back my setan laugh was only able to last for less than half an hour..auntie nazi said that no one akan nak kat aku dgn bunyi-bunyian yg aku hasilkan..hehe..i dont know in the future, but for the time being, i dont care..hahahahaha

anak ayam menguis padi,
anak itik berlari-lari;
kalau pengantin gemuruh tak sudi;
silalah wakil tampilkan diri....

go cikgu mokhtar..tak sabar nye aq
hahaha

i hate this part

hari ni hari check up babah..everyting seems to be okay, well it may not be as okay as normal person will be, but i;ll take that as a good sign..it's getting late n babah still cant sleep..doc did not want to prescribe some sleeping pills for him..killing my last effort to make him rest..

babah disagreed the idea of tightening the band..i can't force him, didn't i?..anything u say bah..i'll accept it..seeing a doctor is good, people, but when it comes to be that the doctor can't comes out with a second opinion and keep on disagree your suggestion, it will definitely annoy you..i've been thinking on trying alternative treatment..i read about al jabbar product and some other stuff dat claimed they can fix the problem..but the doctor told me to not do it..arggghh, i shouldn't ask from the first place..it makes me doubt the treatment..but if they are just thinking of making big money, our kkm shouldn't pass the medicine rite?

ohohoho i dont know..why dont Malaysia being more specific on this? if the treatment isnt true, dont allow them to commercial their product..people in need will for sure go for it..make it to be compulsary for the doctor to have jnowledge in those kind of treatment..then, number of death cause by disease can be reduce..

i am too tired for this..babah didnt allow me to take my nap today..huuuuuuuu