aq rasa sasau skit hri ni..semua sebab mang la ni...mimpi dia tu, buat dengan aq skali takbole nak fokus dengan kerja aq..mang sila bertanggungjawab..youre the person in charge now.realize it..kan da banyak kerja aq tak le nak buat..sebab tak le fokus! fokus tu penting mang!
tapi betul what mang..bile kite keep on violently being tortured or silently hurt, you know..the person tak tahu that we are hurt..kita akan mula jadi overprotective pada diri kita..memang betul apa yang ko buat tu mang..it will comes to the stage of where we have no interest in hearing or sharing our thought, problems or opinion with others..believe me mang..aq pun hampir da sampai ke situ..to the people that i love, it hard for m to say..'hey watch out..you are hurting me..' or ''i'm hurt'' or'i dont like it when you make me that way''..i always just terima everything and keep to the deepest side of my heart..so that it wont make me feels too frustrated of being treated that way..
bile hati da tak le tahan..tears are the best metod in symbolizing it..aq hnor prasaan aq dgn nagis..macam budak2 kan..haha
tapi itu hakikat..
entahla..maybe it will comes the day of when a savior will com n take me away..secara jujur..aq masih bersyukur dgn apa yang aq ada..mang, black n white is not something that u can classify it as safe..it is juast that youre torturing yorself by denying other excitement that life can brings you..
memang betul, bila kita protect diri kita macam tu, kita rasa kita strong enough to face anyting yang datang..ape org cakap..berduri, ranjau, onak liku???cuma satu.bile kite berhadapan dengannya, especially the trouble that caused us to live this way,, kita sedar,kita masih manusia yang tetap akan berasa lemah kerna masa silamnya..past is a weakness to human..i say yes
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