kursus ma kursus

walaweh..aq dapat fax dari pdb..kena attend kursus inventori mesra..hmm, bagus kursus ni..slama ni aq hanya godak je sistem back office stesyen..sbb, aku tak tau nak tanya siapa..so, ikut sedap aku la aku tekan..babah cakap, kena faham betul2..wohoho, habisla aku..aq tak bole terlelap meskipun sesaat..huhu..skarang tempat training pdb da tukar..dulu buat kat ceruk subang tu..skang kat shah alam..aku envy sgt dealer yg dapat stesyen tu..heaven do..tak yah susah kemas stesyen ke, bersihkan ke..asal ade training, smua di tanggung beres..mana la pak cik2 dealer tak ngamuk..depa di suruhnya buat kerja2 staf..hahaha..no wonder babah takkan pergi smua kursus2 tu

apa yg sedihnya, harinye sama dgn hari spm kuar..aq da berangan da nak naik skola..tak de rezeki lagi..huhu..sian arip..ottuke? kerja is much more important aite? being nur, attending on behalf ID Nur, wow..what a very symbolic occasion..aq kena serius..aq tak nak terkena lagi dgn income tax..tuhan, bantula kami..peniaga2 kecil ini..huhu

ape yg best dgn training pdb ialah??MAKAN..aq bukak schedule dia..byk gila stop makan..adoi, i'm on diet..its hard to maintain my weight rite now..bertahanla hidayati..hehe..

mestila lagi best kalau keta aq kuar b4 kursus..i wanted blue color..babah disagreed..dia nak granite grey..hehe..cant believe that aq amik manual transmission..so yuyu, if ko rase nak try, baik improve skill ko..hehe..my new car, a gift from my eternal love..babah..thanks babah..adik takkan kedekut nak bagi sesape in family pakai..hehe..ucu n mak de must learn how to make a manual car move smoothly b4 adik bagi bawak keta adik eh..yes hepi..even blm..but i like it..because i love robotic designs..

today n tomorrow

today is quite busy..went to seremban to fetch younger sis..dropped by at jusco seremban to buy some supplement product for babah..warghh, sounds like despatch job aite? but i'm kinda of enjoying it..hehe
tomorrow, i have appoiment with lhdn officer..habisla aq..sumpah aq tak tau hujung pangkal cerita macam mana nak calculate tax babah..it's a very complicated work, that i can say for sure..to that officer, tomorrow is gonna be one of the worst day u'll ever have..aq yg mingai math ni..nak lak gi tgk macam mana dia kira cukai..i shall take some actifast with me..

hye..n this lhdn..should't them give more atention on those tax agent? should't a tax agent must n compulsary to know and completely understand this tax maters? n how come my father is being audited for once again? n to make it worst, it was about the taxes in 6 years back..i am 22, n i really don't know either i am prepared or not to face n solve this problem..yargh..if i see that azwan, aku sula dia..bodoh..kot tak tau nak buat,jgn la establish company..duit amik kerja tak siap..mingai..ni la dia lelaki..huhu

babah said, he wants to buy me a new car..not specially buy for me, as everyone in family can use it, but the thought is what i appreciate..really love u babah..huhu..you're sick n yet u still have ways to make me happy..also today i got news..i'll be sent of for some seminar..about Mesra i think..waau, aq tak tau nak buat apa..juz praying very hard that the seminar won't fall on mak di's wedding..

apa-apa pun..esok jumaat..maksudnya, mak de, ucu, n achik tua are going home..yeah..hmm kena tambah dalam diary gak yg aq kena col Seet untk beli coklat hantaran mak de..next week is gonna be her big day..lalalala

waiting for tomorrow

today is quite busy..i went to seremban this evening to fetch my sis..dropped by at jusco to buy a medicine for babah..n tomorrow, is gonna be a long day..i need to meet some officer in LHDN..about my father's tax..i really can't understand, tax agents shall know everything about this tax matter before they are qualified to set up a firm right? then how come that my father is being audited once again?



i think, malaysian shall do something about this..sometimes, when mind is taken down by emosion, i felt like the government is cheating..for sure they knew that bussinessman will find a tax agent for their taxation matter but yet thay are stil failed to monitor those firm..they should, from the very beginning, prepare a column for the agent to put their signature too..then anything happen in the future, they wont just simply slip away like that stupid tax agent of mine..huhu..tunggu aq jumpa ko..memang la..geram sesangat

yet, they took payment from us.. it was not that we asked them to do job for free..stupid agent..just see how far can you go with your firm..

arghh, talking about this wont make me any good.. i need to have some rest

nothing much

i don't know, but it seems that today is going to be one of the worst day for us..hehe..those two young men are totally taken down by some sickness..i can't figure it out..but it seems that abg is really not doing good..he just threw up and it amazed me..

for sure i am not happy for them..but one of the good thing about this day, finally i can do my houseworks without being interupt..well, this is for sure because of sick people will lay down on bed rather than moving here and there..

so, here i am, sitting in the office all by myself, waiting for the clock to ticks the time away..one hour to go before 11..be patient..

being all alone like this makes you think a lot of things..i'm thinking of cuda, gina, ateq n yuyu..warghh, why is yuyu's name included in here??haha..yu, mungkin aku akan naik mozac mase spm diumumkan..jgn jeles..tapi aku pening, apa la yang aku nak bawak untk 2 abg kite tu..

okeyla, i think i shall finish up my pantun..i'm gonna be my aunt's made of honour..huhu..the outfit that i'm gonna wear is on it way..can't wait..huhu..aunt, sorry if i take all the attentions from you..haha..that baju is some kind of sexy one..haha..kill me if it does..i wont dare to put on something like that on your happy day..promise!!

klaka pulak..mak di..she's getting married to may former headmaster..warghh, how small this world can be..n how comes that i'm gonna call that person uncle rather than 'cikgu'??i hope that i can behave on that day..i hope la..i cant promise..the last time that i tried to hold back my setan laugh was only able to last for less than half an hour..auntie nazi said that no one akan nak kat aku dgn bunyi-bunyian yg aku hasilkan..hehe..i dont know in the future, but for the time being, i dont care..hahahahaha

anak ayam menguis padi,
anak itik berlari-lari;
kalau pengantin gemuruh tak sudi;
silalah wakil tampilkan diri....

go cikgu mokhtar..tak sabar nye aq
hahaha

i hate this part

hari ni hari check up babah..everyting seems to be okay, well it may not be as okay as normal person will be, but i;ll take that as a good sign..it's getting late n babah still cant sleep..doc did not want to prescribe some sleeping pills for him..killing my last effort to make him rest..

babah disagreed the idea of tightening the band..i can't force him, didn't i?..anything u say bah..i'll accept it..seeing a doctor is good, people, but when it comes to be that the doctor can't comes out with a second opinion and keep on disagree your suggestion, it will definitely annoy you..i've been thinking on trying alternative treatment..i read about al jabbar product and some other stuff dat claimed they can fix the problem..but the doctor told me to not do it..arggghh, i shouldn't ask from the first place..it makes me doubt the treatment..but if they are just thinking of making big money, our kkm shouldn't pass the medicine rite?

ohohoho i dont know..why dont Malaysia being more specific on this? if the treatment isnt true, dont allow them to commercial their product..people in need will for sure go for it..make it to be compulsary for the doctor to have jnowledge in those kind of treatment..then, number of death cause by disease can be reduce..

i am too tired for this..babah didnt allow me to take my nap today..huuuuuuuu

what shall i do..marriage??

this day is not my day..it has been a while (ye ke) since the last day i cried..arghh, i hate those tears..knapa manusia dicipta dgn air mata??ha itu la soklan paling bangang n bernas yg boleh kuar dari mulut sorang manusia yg pernah spend 6 years belaja sains..baik, aq akan hukum diri skang..

hehe, tak pela..no matter how sad you are, how worst your day, n how unfortunate you had been, duania tetap berputar..aq akan sambung sedih aq nanti..kang, g la cari citer tangkap lentok, yg sedih2, bole nangis..kang org nampak tak de la malu sgt..hehe

lagi 2 minggu, my sis is going to give a 'certificate' of her relationship with a man that she chosed..haha, seeing my last elder sister meninggalkan kehidupan bujang, is quite sedih..paling penting, o my god..pastu turn aq..ooh tak..kakak dulu..hehe,klaka la bila pikir yg skang sampai giliran aq untuk masuk fasa dewasa ni..tak, aq takkan mungkin boleh nampak matang..muke ye la..huhu..

act, aq tak berapa nak yakin dengan perkahwinan ni..aq rasa lelaki ni, complicated..tak mungkin dia org bole stick pada rutin yg sama untuk tempoh panjang..ini aq rasa lebih kepada lelaki zaman skang la..resmi lelaki..berjanji apa saja..tapi bila da dapat punyakan..hmm..wives are taken for granted..aq berdoa moga my sis tak menjadi mangsa..smoga dia gembira..tapi kalau tak ada sedih dan derita, bukan hidu[ la tu kan namanya??haha..anyway, aq tak nak cuba..

induk cakap, kita tak boleh pilih macam tu..pilih org yg hari2 buat kita hepi..mesti dalam seminggu ada sehari dua yg tak hepi..baru normal..tapi aku tak nak macam tu..aq tak nak terperangkap dalam hidup macam tu..if kita tak boleh jamin yg kita tak akan derita or untung di mase depan, aq tak nak amik peluang tu..aq bukan jenis tabah..aq boleh duduk mengenang sesuatu yg sakitkan hati aq dengan sangat lama..try me..it took one year n a half for my last depression..huhu

so maybe that's why,..kakak ada boyfriend n aq tak de..haha..klaka kan..kembar tapi beza sgt pemikiran..aq dah nak kena pikir..cincin apa yg aq nak buat hantaran langkah bendul adik aq nanti..haha..to her boyfriend..bawak2 la bersabar kalau tak nak broke cepat sangat..aq tak peduli..org nak cakap apa, cakap..haha ye ye je aq..

mengantuk..stop sini je la

backdrop

wallaweh..da lima tahun rupanya aq berenti sekola..pejam celik,pejam celik..mujur la tak pejam lansung..huhu..banyak kali aq fikirkan, aq tak bole bla dgn keadaan kehidupan mase sekola dulu..ponteng..haha wajib do..tapi benda yg paling aq hargai..kehidupan sebagai 'backdropist'..haha satu istilah yg yuyu bagi..

cikgu leman n cikgu jai plus arwah cikgu nordin, memang manjakan kita org..mase group dgn arwah cikgu nordin..nak buat backdrop, memang sumting yg aq eager sgt nak buat..lepak time..bertin-tin biskut n kordial..pastu g stor cikgu man, amik coolman..pagi2 cik zainal or cikgu nordin beli ais n bfast..huhu..mis those memories a lots..act, mase ngan c.nordin, kerja kita org senang je..byk jadi tukang tgk..sbb c.nordin amat cekap dlm kerjanya..jarang la kita org nak stay siapkan backdrop waktu malam..sbb cikgu nordin is a very family man..ye la muda2 dulu warden..byk abiskan masa kat skola

dgn cikgu jai, wahaha heaven..kunci bilik seni memang la kita org ade spare..dkat si yuyu..memang silap ah bgi kat dia..memang dia guna sebaik mungkin..rindu tak yu..aq tak de la nak join ko n che berumah tangga kat situ sbb aq lebih prefer katil kat dorm even bahaya di serang cikgu mail tu tinggi..hehe..yuyu, plg la pembuli cikgu man..nk diikut logik akal..ckgu man pun satu..ikut sgt ckp dia..sanggup g belikan supper semata yuyu ugut tanak masuk asrama..pada hal kot nak di pikir, lantak ko la..ko yg tak tdo..haha..tapi tu la sebab syg cikgu

kalau dgn cikgu man, byk aktiviti luar skola..aq sndiri tak paham, apa la yg aq bangga n hepi sgt bla dapat ikut team sukan kuar..kalau dapat naik bas tu, huiih..rasa macam da menang sgt da..cikgu man yg simple..ingt mase dia memula pkai hanfon..auntie bising2 pasal dia tak gak angkat tepon n slalu gak m.i.a..cikgu man, yg slalu terlepas cakap.."awk tlg sya kali ni, awk ckp je nak apa, saya bg..",,never use dat phrase again, cikgu..bahaya

c. man n jai pun klaka..slalu terlepas cakap pasal rancangan menyerbu aspura malam2..tapi cgu kita org tak penah bocorkn rahsia..tahun ni c.man sambung blaja..mcm mn la gayanya tu..wahh..aq memang tak le bla dgn memori2 ni..aq benar2 hidup la masa tu..

sape la yg kata hidup lpsa skola ni best?..hai, boring..bg aq la..byk nak kena pk..asignment, projek etc..kena hati2 pilih kawan..salah pilih meroyan..ahh, penat sgt..

tpi hakikatnya

aq da besar da..bukan belasan taun lgi..cikgu nordin n cik zainal pun da tak de..pemandu fernando hasnor pun..hei cik hasnor tu baik tau orgnya..slalu ingt kat kita org bla bawak budak gi tmpat lain..dgn berkompromi dgn chenor la, hidup aq lebih bermakna..haha..cgu nordin..aq ada skit kesalan..aq tahu ajal maut di tgn tuhan..tapi aq kesal gak yg aq boleh terlepas pandang..cikgu nordin tak minum pun ubat dia..act,c.gu man ad bg thu pasal c.nordin give up bila tahu dia ad kanser thp 4..dia tak makan, minum apatah lagi amik ubat..haha..aq ingt nak pujuk dia..dgn matang la..blm apa2 laie..aq da nangis..huhu buat malu sungguh..den, ckgu minta wife dia bg ubat..pastu buat lawak..dlm dok kita org gelak, tak prasan dia da letak tepi ubat..da balik g jumpa cigu man baru yuyu ke cakap..mingai..ckp la awal2..haaa, sehari sblm dia pergi..aq ad dtg..bln puasa..tinggal rangka..aq sungguh da tak le cam tu dia kalau bkn anak dia ckp tu dia..

thanks cikgu..smoga roh ckgu dicucuri rahmat..al-fatihah